Friday, September 28, 2007

Sooo bitchy today!!

My day has been really sucky! First, I have had a damn headache since Weds night that won't go away! So I left work early Thurs morn and called in this morning, which I am sure will be the reason for the dirty looks at work on Monday, which I don't REALLY give a fuck. Then, I take my son to Mc D's for lunch b/c he has a DRs appt at 1 and I wanted to be a nice mommy. The manager was being nice (weird, but nice) and gave him a free ice cream cone, which my son promply spilled all over his shirt and pants. I had to run home and get clean clothes, which, thankfully didn't make me too late to his appt. His appt was fine until he had to get 4 shots. He screamed "Don't do that to me again!!" over and over. That was a bit stressful! Then, on the way to my appt, traffic was backed up on the interstate, making us 30 min late. We got up there and the beotch at the desk was like "I just cancelled your appt. And I ain't heard of no traffic backed up", I looked at her, holding my gallon of fresh urine I painstakingly collected over the last 24 hours, and said "Well, I left you a message on Audix (or whatever the fuck it's called)", then she looked at me and sighed (yep,she fucking sighed) "Well, let me call them and see if they can take you". By this time I was so pissed I was almost in tears, only cuz it would be inappropriate for a pregnant woman to jump over the desk and beat the shit out of this unhappy middle-aged woman with bad grammar, facial moles, and a mustache. Finally this nurse comes out from the back and was like, "Just go on back, honey". Take that, appointment Nazi! Anyways, in the appt, my DR was being bitchy, too, but by this time I was so done with it, I just let it go. Except....we brought our 4 yr-old son to the appt with us specifically to see an ultrasound pic of the baby, which they apparently forgot to order at my last appt. I talked my DR into doing a shitty US, just so my son could see it.He did and didn't see crap, but I did some deep breathing and all was well. Then, the day actually went uphill from there: My hub took me shopping and -gasp!- bought me shoes! Without complaining about the price! That alone was worth my day! Until we came home and my mother-in-law had her teeth out and insisted on talking non-stop.......but I'll leave that for another time.......sigh...

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

I AM PREGNANT!!

Yes- it's true! We have been trying and now it is happening!! I am due in May, but I will be having the baby in April because of a stupid disease called diabetes. I have been dealing with this disease for 6 yrs so I am pretty much used to it. This is my second pregnancy with diabetes and my son, who is 4 now, was a very healthy 9lbs 2oz. Not too terribly big, but he was born at 38 weeks (2 wks early), so he could have been ALOT bigger! I am hoping for a girl this time, but I would be just as happy with a healthy boy. I had an ultrasound at my first doctor's appointment and we were able to see the heartbeat. I was 7 weeks then, on September 17. My next appt is on Friday the 28th, I will be almost 9 weeks and we get another ultrasound! More on Friday.........